guess what sort of mood im in *winks*
its dangerous, you know. can tear you apart.
it tears me apart.
this constant need in the core of me.
beats, in rhythm, over and over again.
like the drops of water from a tap.
it drives sane people into lunatics,
it turns the best of us into panting animals
and it can render a chatterbox like me completely speechless
it controls the world
in every form its found in, it rules.
and the main form, it not only rules, but it conquered and created a whole new realm.
the realm of cravings.
name it what you will, it all means the same to me.
its raw, primal even.
and its oh so natural.
thats what i love about it.
and also what I fear/hate about it.
Want is dangerous.
and its killing me.